Part 4: Bullying in the Eye of the Victims: The Thoughts That Matter and the Ones that Don't Matter as Much

My life has always seemed different,but now, i just finnished the beginning of my new school. Still in the small area, but now I dont really care. I went to Niceville Florida Last Summer, and thats where my mom considers home, and now, its where i consider home. Theres the gulf of mexico, and beautiful beaches, and there is my moms friend Carrie, and Carrie's duaghter Ronnie, and i just miss it there. I want to work at Universal Studios in Orlando , and i want to be what is called the Head of Marketing. That job consists of designing packaging, buildings, and it consists of being an artist, and my moms other friend has that job and she got us into the Wizarding World of Harry Potter, and the rest of Universal Studios, for free, and i got to see what she got to do for a living, and i wanted to be part of that. It was so cool, and i just knew that that was what i wanted to do when i grew up. When I am thinking about these kind of things, I completely forget about all of those people who bullied me constantly, and it is the best place for me. That's why i want to move to Niceville, closer to Universal, and i cant help but think that i am meant to go and live in Niceville. I miss it there. It was an excape from all of the crap i have gone through. I just want to stop thinking about everything, but then i see my best friend, and I cant help but not want to go. He reminds me that i do have people who care about me here, and it's where all of my family is. I want to leave, but i also dont. Then, i remember that, sometimes you have to leave things behind to do what's best for you. Right now, I have a couple of years till I need to make that decision, so even though i think about my carreer choice a lot, I dont really need to take action just yet. Planning your life ahead of time is a very responsible thing to do, but its also like dwelling in the past, it keeps your mind away from whats happening in the present, what's happening now, what's really important to you now, even though you might not think that it is.